Friday, May 30, 2008

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daling,girlfriend.
thanks for taking de trouble.
for coming ytd.
i was relly surprised.
thanks for de concern.
i'm sorry for making you ppls worry.
i dont mean it.
i'll miss you girls.
i'd decided to quit school.
sorry darling.
i'm sorry.
i noe we'll be in contact still,wont we?
thanks for everything darling.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

am tired

woke up late todae.
ended up i didnt went school cause annie koh wasnt ard.
had dinner with mum and sis at sakae.
i'm boredboredbored.
i wanna go schoolschooschool.
in school,with frenzs ard i wouldnt think so much.
at home i'm alwaes thinkin of de past and a lot of 'wat if'
maybe i still cant face with reality.
i'll face up to it,just one fine dae.
i reali think i should bang my head on the wall.

i miss you still``

i ought to be enjoying the trip to genting.
but somehow,you always appeared in my mind,just so randomly.
i miss you alot. but missing you doesnt help right?
i dont have de mood to blog.
i thank you for coming to my dream =)
i'll try my best to be normal.
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i'm still feeling de pain,de pain of losing you.
though i once had,but its different dis time.
i lost you forever. even as friend,i'd lost you.
why? why do you have to leave?
i cant get over you boy. i really cant.
i'm sorry for not being strong.
i'm sorry cause i still misses you.

Friday, May 23, 2008

i'm leaving singapore tonight.
will be back on monday night.
i really do hope dis trip will somehow ease de pain.
even a lil will do.
bye

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Poly student dies after his motorcycle crashes on SLE

Mr Toh sustained serious head and body injuries and was rushed to Tan Tock Seng Hospital, where he was pronounced dead at 3.20am.
A FINAL-YEAR manufacturing engineering student from Nanyang Polytechnic died after his motorcycle skidded and crashed along Seletar Expressway on Tuesday morning at about 2.10am.
Toh Boon Keong, 19, was on his way home after dropping his girlfriend at her place in Aljunied.
He was travelling along Seletar Expressway when his motorcycle skidded and hit the central divider before landing on the centre lane.
Mr Toh sustained serious head and body injuries and was rushed to Tan Tock Seng Hospital, where he was pronounced dead at 3.20am.
The last time his mother, Madam Yee Lee Cher spoke to him was on Monday night at 8pm. She had asked him if he would be turning up for a family dinner.
But Mr Toh, who worked as a part-time cinema service crew member said he could not make it as he ended work only at 10 pm.
Madam Yee, 50, remembers her youngest of three children as a lively and filial child.
'He said he would take care of me when I am old, but now he has left me behind,' she said in tears.

R.I.P


To : my dearest friend-TBK


i got to noe you on 2005.
you was such a nice guy.
someone with great determination.
caring,passion,lovable
and everything everything.
The memories you left will always be in me.
i thank you for being with for 26 months of my life.
starting from 260205.
you're de one dat changes me.
you led me to de right path.
you taught me alot of things in life.
though dere were times we broke off.
but we went throught it together.
i love you for who you are.
some reasons led us to a final break up on de august of 2007.
i never once hate you for doing those things.
i never once blame you.
cause i noe you're happy with her.



suddenly i received a msg from your classmate.
telling me what happen to you.
i couldn't believe my eyes.
i called your sis and wei an.
do you noe how devastated i was?
i cant take it. cant take de fact dat you just left like dat.
i went to your wake. i really did cried my heart out.
i miss the times we were together. i miss your laughter.
how i wish it wasnt true.
how i wish it was just having a nightmare.
cause i really cant take de fact.
de second day of your wake,i went to take de fotos and letters you kept.
i'll treasure those things.
220508. i went for your cremation.
your poly mate and ppl frm mss turn up.
dats de last time we'll be seeing you.
goodbye my dearest friend. i'll miss you.


i wont let you down.
i'll do my best in my studies.
i'll obtain good reault.
for you,for myself.
i'll fulfil your wish.
a wish for me to get good grades.

i got 38/50 for my costing CA.
i hope you're pleased with it.